5 THings about How I Feel

1. I'm sad because I miss him.

2. I'm sad because no one else knows how I feel

3. I'm sad because I'm so alone

4. I cry from the loneliness

5. I just wish you understood how much you're hurting me. Because you know, even though you think it's good, this is cutting me deeper than you could ever imagine.

5 Things I Need To Do

1. Make more Mix Tapes. Because they just paint my feelings with music.

2. Sleep Because I'm shattered and I can't concentrate on anything and I see things.

3. Write. Because It's my only outlet for this. For everything.

4. Be Happy. Because being sad never got you anywhere in life. And everyone else around me can't handle a sad me.

5. Be Forgiving. Because Holding a grudge was never healthy.

5 Ideas For My Column.

1. Superheroes and What Today's leaders can take form them.

2. The Role of Women in today's Society

3. Global Warming and why we shouldn't worry about it.

4. Abuse and be abused (alcohol)

5. The rise of obesity in New Zealand children

5 Feelings I Feel

1. Lost. Because where am I supposed to go now I don't know what to do?

2. Angry. At the people who didn't try to save you.

3. Sad. Because no one should have to die when they are only 16. And Because I miss you so much it hurts.

4. Disappointed. Because you did this to yourself. And you didn't tell me. I could have come. I could have been there.

5. Broken. Because I'll never see you again. Because it hurts so much I can't breathe. Because one half me is gone never to be replaced.